You see not that it was a game but there was no end game I always thought the end game was the marriage and that was never there for me. Whether that was my failure to give up smoking or be more vegan or not eat sweets I don’t know I will find out I guess. However Jesus already bore all my sin so I have no fear it is ,merely a transformation. I just worry that this thing was bigger than my dating woes and well the world isn’t in a great place it needs god it needs a wedding. Its not me though I’m last years model.